I would love to go to the best restaurant in South Korea tonight. I don't know why,,,but when it comes to South Korea I feel like am a vampire and South Korea is the blood that can satisfy my thirst…:) …truth to tell, I really want to visit that place…(been longing so long to go there).

I have all my college major exam and quizzes with me in all subjects which I got a passing score and a high sore for that,,,,, specially my major subjects that I can't throw away. Every time, I cleaned my desk and arrange all my books and papers I keep thinking of throwing and burn it but for some reasons unknown to me. I don't have the heart to.

Upon seeing this prompt,,,I once asked myself, WHY?….now, I know. For a working student like me…Seeing my result bring back memories of how I crammed my time into studying even for a little time and pass the exam…Since, I work 8 straight hours a day as a casual employee in the government form 8:00 a.m to 5:00 p.m and then school after work till 9:00 in the evening studying is a bit difficult for me….and I want to show off my result to my children and grand children and hopefully great grand children someday.

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So it hurts at first but later on you will realize…it's better this way. And, knowing the truth early on will give you a chance to move on and pick up the pieces of your life and find a better chance of happiness you so long to have.

Most importantly it is advantageous for the person who lied,,,,,a better chance for forgiveness and a better chance for the both to move on with life.

Looking back I find it silly when in fact that boy had already a boyfriend LOL,,,

That's not enough of what I have in mind ….but,

If I have a million dollar, I would buy the following:

1. A little house for me, parents and siblings.

2. Buy a little branded things (the one who is not on sale : > )

3. Give a little to church (a thanksgiving for the grace received)

4. Put up a little business (who knows it could make bigger someday)

5. And, last but the least……..

Get a vacation to a very beautiful place about 2 weeks with my family, with no worries about how much to spend…maybe a beautiful place like Malibu Island, Boracay or a place in Korea and Japan will do.

1. Public Display of Affection arrrggg really makes me wanna poke the couple,

I mean am not a KJ person but for crying out loud can they just do the smooching and touching and kissing in their private place?

LOL, am kinda like a traditional person

2. Big muscled people like Johnny Bravo ooppps sorry am not fond of those kind guys, yummy guys for me are those in slender form, where you can't see the muscles but you know that its there

3. Jay walkers and when they get hit, blamed the driver hahaha sometimes I wish those being hit ended up dead (it's their fault anyway,,,whooopss am being a meanie again)

4. Smoking in the public vehicle and when they get reprimanded they'll shout "this is Philippines a democratic country" (sure thing we are free to do what we want to do but NOT IN THE EXCHANGE OF MY LIFE OR OTHERS LIFE, you beast)

> i used to climb coconut trees or any trees

> played water guns and some improvised toys for boys

> i make kites

> i don't play dolls because i have a little brother who always followed me

As a teenager I used to go to high school years with a rubber shoes, long skirt and a sock that reaches up to my knee hahaha.

And, now all my classmates before can't believe that I would sometimes wear high heels and dresses and sexy clothes

Take a peek on this pic of mine

Those, One Time Argument made me realize that a father is always a father

Cry

This happened more than a year ago, March 10, 2009 (they are the one arguing <father, brother, mother and my sister while I listen> but with just one word from me for what I thought on the matter, suddenly my father turn on me and made me the culprit).

Mother:Ga, is the money you give to Cenon enough for the payment of your birth certificate? What about his food and fare?

Sister Ga: Huh? I give Uncle Cenon the payment for my birth certificate correction and an allowance for his food but for the fare I didn't because he said that a friend of him will go to Registrar's Office and he will get a ride on their car.

Father: (Suddenly butting in angrily) You, should have thought on that matter. You, can't just ask people to do some things for you and not giving them enough money for their needs.

Sister Ga: What needs? When I know Uncle Cenon would go to Molave (the place where we are born with my sister and thus our birth record was there)and ask him if it's okay to stop for a while in the Registrar's Office to get my corrected birth certificate and would give him money for the payment , fare and for food. But, he decline on the fare saying he would just hitch for a ride with a friend. I don't think I am wrong in that.

Father: Nevertheless, you should have give him the fare. Look what happened? He didn't get a free ride and still went on. You, should have some common sense.

Mother: It's not Ga's fault, in the first place Cenon said that he would get a free ride………

Brother: That is no problem, when Uncle Cenon came home. Ga will just give him the money to compensate for he's fare.

Sister Ga: Why make an issue on this? In the first place it was not my birth certificate as the main reason why he go there. I was just merrily asking a favor for him…….

Father: That is not how you should treat people (in a loud voice) you should have think first because you disturb him and to think he's older than you even older than me….

Sister Ga: I am not treating him badly, it was hes decision to decline on fare money,,,

Father: What if hes money is not enough to buy food because he uses it to buy food? what if the money you give is only to pay for your birth certificate?…

Brother: Surely, Uncle Cenon is not that stupid? If he still went on to Molave that means he has enough money for the fare.

Me: Brother is right, if Uncle Cenon did not decide to get a free ride that means he has money. And, besides Ga can still give him the fare money when he came home. And, I am also sure that he won't get starve. Surely, he's not that stupid to go with what Ga give him. (Sister Ga, Brother and Mother agreed on what I said).

Suddenly my father turn to me angrily:

Father: So, you are the one who is right now? Ah, right you are always right because you are the only one who get to college and we are all a bunch of stupid here..

Shocked and confused I answered my father:

Me: What about my schooling? We are only trying to discuss a solution here and I was just suggesting and besides Brother…..

Father: Stop, stop it,,,alright, alright you are right, always right. You are getting hard-headed now and boastful is that what your education has to do with you?……

Sister Ga, Mother and Brother was so silent and I felt so hurt and betrayed that time that I answered back my father while crying, with these:

Me: You, don't have the right to judge me and accusing me of being boastful because in the first place it was not your money that I used in my education, I am working so hard and schooling at night to get a degree when in fact it was your responsibility, don't ever, ever say to me that I am boastful and in what sense I am being boastful? I am merrily trying to make suggestions and they agreed on it….

Father: Huh, so now you are blaming me why you can't go to school? Do you want me to become a thief a robber so that you can go to school?

Me: (Angrily saying) You, know that's not what I meant, there are lots of decent job out there only you didn't find any or apply any because you are lazy, from the time I know the meaning of responsibilities I know you don't have that…you, you, just let mother do the work and find food for us, while you are happily gambling and attending to your fighting cock…you

Father: So, now I am irresponsible?

Me: You know who you are,,,it was not my intention to….but you don't have the right to judge me because ,,,(I would have gone through a long story of how irresponsible my father is, only mother stop me, I don't know how I get the courage to answer my father on that day but the minute he accused me of being boastful I just grow a horn, my body felt so hot as if am gonna burn and explode)

Later, when my Sister Ga, Mother and Me talking I asked my mother for forgiveness in answering back my father but my mother just cried like me and said "I understand, you know if it wouldn't have been of you my children I have left your father a long time ago, I just couldn't go and leave all of you behind, I put up with your father for your sake and right now that all of you are grown up, I am already too old to leave"

My father asked me to leave on that same day but my sister and mother disapproved. My sister is planning to get an apartment when he's fiancée will arrive and she asked me to go with her and so is my mother but said I have to wait for 2 months and bear with my father.

During that period I think it was my father who is suffering, I still keep talking to him even though he wouldn't answer me back I keep blessing hes hands when I get home from work and school. And my mother told me "You have to understand your father, he is already 49 and he knows what he didn't do to our family, hes ego must be touch when we all agreed on you and not on him. Also, he realized while we were talking that what you said is true and he is just so ashamed to accept it in front of you and your siblings. Also the fact that you are the one responsible for big decisions in our home because you are the one I turn too".

Remembering those time, I could still cry so hard, even though my father is still lazy as before but he is already minimizing hes gambling because mother is not giving him anymore money which my mother asked from me and my sister. Thinking back I realized that a father is always a father no matter how he hurt us, how irresponsible he is. I am still happy that I am born because there was him. But, sometimes I keep on wondering that if I can choose a father again, I wouldn't choose him, I am so mean but there is no doubt I love my father I only hate hes deeds not him.

He's talking to me again and sometimes asked for some money and I still give him just like before.

Sorry it's too long

Honestly, the world's future is all in our hands, only some of us didn't give a damn. Let's face it one way or another, little or big things that we did, that we didn't do we are a part of the destruction, chaos and other bad things that is happenings in the world today (FLOODS, WAR, GREEN HOUSE EFFECT, OIL SPILL and others).

It is in our hands the future of the world but sadly we are destroying it may be not consciously but most of the time we know that this could be bad but still we do it. If only we;

> Learn to love and care for mother earth a little more.

> Learn to forgive and forget.

> Love each other.

> Careful in our deeds

then maybe we could save the world from tumbling down on us. There are many little things and ways to save the world if we start it today in our self in our home, in our community. Spreading those little things and ways slowly but surely then I believe we could save the world.

Doing little things because we love doing it, will mean a lot to us than knowing what to do but not doing it because we have this mentality (why would I bother myself when others don't?,,,come on people if we join those kind then we are not making this world a better place).

It's like do what you preach and others will follow, trust me they will. We tend to turn a blind eye on the happenings around us a deaf ear for the bad things we hear and it so sad.